Brainwashed or is “MY” God Really Real?

I started this episode because I was recording a mental note, but then I continued to talk, and it turned into an actual episode. So it's "real".

You'll hear quite a few stories here. We get down and dirty talking about drug use and its illusory nature which can cause a false sense of spirituality. 

Other stories from way back in the day where I'd end up in debates with a friend, I almost lost sight of my Faith then and you'll hear another story on why I kept it.

Lately I've been conflicted about close mindedness, yet I want a safe place to believe what feels real to me. So how can we get rid of mental anguish and live in our Faith?

Where is that rooted too? In a false sense of truth which does nothing but create more confusion? Or in something trustworthy that resonates with our soul?

I speak of my confusion back in the day (I didn't mention how this caused me to want to give up on life). ...So what kind of spiritual relationship could actually save your life? (We don't get into it in this episode) But what about the person I met who went out and took his own life? He seemed to know God, but there wasn't fruit in his life if he was willing to take it. The sad reality may have us lost in illusion. So is it really brainwash? 

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